FICTION/POETRY

Matt Broaddus - 2 poems

Matt Broaddus is a Cave Canem fellow whose poems have recently appeared in Small Po[r]tions, NightBlock, The Offing, and The Baltimore Review. He lives in Chapel Hill, North Carolina and tweets sporadically @mattbroaddus. 


Where I live

 

What is behind

a blue door

concerns me.

America

dish washing,

moose heads,

the ornamental

surveyor’s tools.

 

What concerns me

is behind a blue door.

Specifically,

the literal line.

I’m standing in

the imperium’s yard

while it smokes

cigars in the solarium,

whatever that is.

 

What behind

blue concern

is a me door.

I have been practicing

my astral projections,

time travel, flight.

I wondered if

we could be friends,

but I’m afraid to ask.

 

What me is

behind a blue

concern door?

I could be

anything

you aren’t

which is scary enough

to build subdivisions.

 

What blues me is

concern behind a door.

If I knock

will you burn

down the house?

Will I burn

down the house?

Where is this house

we speak of?

 

What concern

is me behind

a blue door?

I am not

an electrician,

but on blackout nights

I can jigger the fuse box,

pull levers until

there’s a sky.

 

Cat Burglars

Lost in the woods,

I answer to no name.

I call out stone to separate it from the orchid.

By naming, I name the illusion.

If I wait patiently

the Large Magellanic Cloud will

drift through space to dock with the port of myself.

Desperate for sapphires,

I swim in emeralds.

Tautological is a word

I can never remember the meaning of

but it’s apt when considering:

Who are you and who am I?

The realization like fireworks

escaping from a vault.